I didnt mean to alarm you friend! Actually puking right now is not an option, although 5 minutes ago it would have been ok. I didnt end up going out last night, nor to sleep. Beer and syracusefan.com and the related youtube vids, etc. Nothing glamorous, but I tried to do it for my fans. I dont think I can keep it up much longer though. I just dont want to go to sleep and wake up to find out I was ****ed. I know I shouldnt care but I do. Even if I reincarnated, I couldn't be the same because I'd get ****ed again if they found out who I was.
Actually I did go to the ER the last time I made a public appearance drinking, but it was for something they said they hadnt seen all year. I've had a semi colorful life you could say. My brother said I may run out of my 9 lives, or that I may be like Bruce Willis in some movie where he couldnt die or something. I kinda want to sleep now, but I'm worried I may not wake up which may be almost as bad as being ****ed. WWMD?!?