Unfortunately, I think you are in the same boat as many SU fans. Sick and tired of the inconsistencies, and largely awful seasons, over the last 15 years. Coyle understands this and it is his number 1 job getting the football program resurrected. Marrone had us going in the right direction, but then left. Shafer just hasn't been able to cut it, which blows and now we're staring at back-to-back 3-9 seasons in the face. We need to hire someone who is going to bring an exciting product on the field. Having a potent offense will bring the fans back quicker than a stout defense.
In full disclosure, I torture myself every game because I always get oddly optimistic right before kickoff thinking we will win every time. I soon thereafter feel like a pile of warm trash. My issue is that I can't not watch and support vehemently. Call it is an obsession, illness, whatever. I simply cannot say "I'm out", and it's surely impacting my health.