We are all lousy fans. I am sitting here thinking the same thing everyone on the board is saying right now about Cooney. And I feel really bad for that. It's easy to sit and blame him for not making those shots, not being the player we all think he should be.
I feel bad because NONE OF US have any idea the amount of pain and struggle that dude has gone through in his career here. How dedicated he has been to working overtime every practice to get better. How much he has bled for this program both on and off the court. The type of leader he has been on the practice court and in the locker room.
Yet, we the fans sit in judgment. We crush him for the missed shots and the horrible turnovers. We piss and moan about how happy we are he's gone. And I'm in on it, I feel the SAME feelings. Yet, have any of us thought about how he feels in this moment?
That dude has dedicated his life and his body to a sport and to a team for four years, and for probably 14 years before that. He has worked hard, played hurt, and done everything he could do for this program. And instead of looking at it and saying "good effort kid, you're the type of player we want representing our team," we absolutely eviscerate him on an anonymous internet forum. And I'm right there with you, I've done the same thing.
I just keep thinking that as bad as we all feel about this loss, how bad do you think he feels about it? About his role in it? There's a young man who never quit on his team, never gave up on the season. The sad truth is he just didn't have that "clutch" gene. Even more bluntly, he just wasn't quite good enough.
And instead of rooting for him, through his warts -- we hate him. Fandom is sometimes a horrible and ugly thing.